I went away

I went away
Really way
Not just the usual
Thoughtful shopping

You feel like time
And darkness
And dreams
Not like loves sweetness

But that is only part
of why I was so lost-
I tried to count by you
By your risings and settings

But I still talk about you
In coffee houses
On dates
I talk as though
All that never happeed

As though all that time I had a life
And not just your mouth
My hands
Your hands
My mouth